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Fatuous Belief by PandorazMTBox, literature

Becoming by PandorazMTBox, literature

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Ring Around the Moon by PandorazMTBox, literature

Witness Waxing Gibbous by PandorazMTBox, literature

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Redemption by PandorazMTBox, literature

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Fringes by PandorazMTBox, literature

Gimpstep Boundary Ball by PandorazMTBox, literature

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Fatuous Belief by PandorazMTBox, literature

Becoming by PandorazMTBox, literature

Brick Dust by PandorazMTBox, literature

Ring Around the Moon by PandorazMTBox, literature

Witness Waxing Gibbous by PandorazMTBox, literature

Aces by PandorazMTBox, literature

Redemption by PandorazMTBox, literature

Crystal Bowl in F by PandorazMTBox, literature

Fringes by PandorazMTBox, literature

Gimpstep Boundary Ball by PandorazMTBox, literature

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birthdAy '10: decade of deviousness
My Bio

More than my pen name, but call me eM or Pandora as you please. I first struggled with writing in black crayon inside the backs of my books and in chalk on the walls of my mother's garage. I practiced, but still couldn't manage to turn the letters the right way round. The name eM is a tribute to the little girl inside who still cries in frustration when the words come out backwards.


Healer. Shamanic practitioner. Teacher. I touch bodies, hearts, minds, and souls for a living. And I love it.


Current Residence: Fully incarnated, formerly of hell, risen and ascended in the flesh.

Favourite genre of music: eclectica--you can't handle my playlist

Personal Quote: Don't sweat the small stuff.

(Psst, it is all small stuff. Unless you're dead. And then you don't care. Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it merely changes forms.)


Favourite Visual Artist
Renoir
Favourite Writers
Terry Pratchett
Tools of the Trade
electrons, keyboard, brainmeats and shattered soul
Other Interests
Breathing, Regular Heartbeats, Anything done with passion
So, after years of healing and stumbling and throwing all the poo on all the walls to see what would stick...I found my life's purpose. As we recover from Paradise-burned, my skills and unique life experience is needed in a very vital way.  My mission was accepted even as I escaped the flames.  There are classes coming, presentations coming, books being written...and attachments being severed. Part of returning to wholeness, is being willing to be separate from your dysfunction, and those who hold those patterns.  A paradox, certainly.  And it is a splint, so that the wound can knit together stronger than before the break. Today, I write t
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You are beautiful.  Infinite in power.  What will you create today?  What is worthy of you, Beloved?
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 The dance I've been doing with FEMA is always a little out of step, a little off the beat.  It is always two steps one way, and a halting slide to the other.  And it is always a little bit abusive.  A tango. I'm still homeless and uprooted.  I've found several people to couch surf with until my new place is ready for me.  A client is converting the master suite in their home to a mother-in-law unit for me, but it won't be ready until April (if all goes well). Despite working my ass off with FEMA, I reached a breaking point in the tango a few weeks ago, and started getting really disoriented when out and about.  So I went in and got my PTSD
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So, this year I stucked in Italy, where I stayed as a official visit to our second site and took some unplanned days more now :)
Therefore I can't write you on time, but I'm sure you accept it some days later also, so,
I wish you all the best for the upcoming year,
a healthy, lucky, exciting, relaxed, sexy and successful time and, most of all, many awesome experiences you'll had the next
time we 'meet' I hope....

Keep on enjoying your life and hold your optimism and love....

:tighthug: :cake: :kiss:
How have you been doing?
So I really want to renew my wishes from last year and
say hello and hope your life has turned into completely good this days ...

Cheers and some more happy times,

:party: :cake: :drunk: :sing:
Thank you, sweet friend, for remembering!  This means a lot to me.

It is funny, so many years no one bothered to wish me happy birthday.  This year I got a lot of online well wishes, and an impromptu celebration from someone who hadn't even known me well enough to know it was my birthday the day I visited.  Funny that no one else bothered with it.

In my bad years, I would have been devastated.  This year, I gave so much thanks that the person I hardly knew baked a cake--and had no idea why--that we lit a candle on and shared.  These little surprises are so very, very precious.

This year was a rebirth and healing in a different way.  I'm thankful for supportive friends who love me enough to remember me in the great distance between us--all the sweeter when those close to me cannot remember.  Thank you, Friend.  Bless you.  I am grateful for your tender heart.  <3 <3 <3
Dear Amy,

I wish you a great day/evening/night in the middle of all your beloved ones and choosen friends,
a healthy, happy, full served, chilled, glittering, sexy, exciting, fulfilled, creative and successful new year of life
and, for sure, some well chosen presents.

Enjoy life and keep being this awesome woman you are - love to follow your new being ....

xXx  :tighthug:
Quality doesn't mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10 deviants who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them!